LA LA LAND ,

Do you ever...

2009-06-09T10:15:42Z

do you ever wish that things would go back to the
way it was before. where everything seemed perfect
to you? well, i wish that i knew what was going to go
on after now. i want to know that i'm going to be okay,
but i don't know if i'll ever be able to get out of this hole
and i'm scared. everyone says that it'll be fine, but i
know that they don't even know what will happen. all
i do know, is that i think i'm in love. with them.

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2009-03-08T09:26:14Z

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i wanna get back

2009-01-29T09:21:00Z

Take my hand tonight
We can run so far
We could change the world
Do anything we want
We could stop for hours
Just staring at the stars
They shine down to show us...

You know when the sun forgets to shine
I'll be there to hold you through the night
We'll be running so fast we could fly tonight
And even when we're miles and miles apart
You're still holding all of my heart
I promise it will never be dark
I know we're inseparable

We could run forever
If you wanted to
I would not get tired
Because I'd be with you
I'd keep singing this song
Until the very end
We'd have done all these things

You know when the sun forgets to shine
I'll be there to hold you through the night
We'll be running so fast we could fly tonight
And even when we're miles and miles apart
You're still holding all of my heart
I promise it will never be dark
I know we're inseparable

I will give it all
Never let you fall
Cause you know we're inseparable
I would give it up
Just to show you I'm in love
Cause you know we're inseparable

You know when the sun forgets to shine
I'll be there to hold you through the night
We'll be running so fast we could fly tonight
And even when we're miles and miles apart
You're still holding all of my heart
I promise it will never be dark
I know we're inseparable
inseparable, jonas brothers

so, does someone want to tell me why, i have this song stuck in my head?
honestly, it's been playing over and over again all day and i have no idea,
now, i must go to bed, with it still playing. is it trying to tell me something,
or what?

Forever and Always

2008-12-19T04:02:38Z

ZOMGG
SO, I'M NOT GOING
TO BE HOME FOR CHRISTMAS.
I'M GOING TO BE
IN ENGLAND~
YAYS FOR ME.
A MONTH, AWAY FOR A
WHOLE MONTH OMG.
SO EXCITED, THAT I'M
POSTING THIS TO MYSELF.
YAY!

You got me on my toes

2008-10-16T09:42:19Z

One time is not enough
To tell you how much I feel
It wasn't that hard to point
But it's come to this
I need you to know everything
All that is enough to feel
Why wont you let me in
Even with a life of sin
I never knew it was so bad
I'm sorry dear
It's really too bad
I want it back
I want it good
But you never understood
I love you still
Why don't you get it
I can't believe I'm still stuck here
Wasting my time on nothing

god damn it

2008-09-17T19:56:12Z

why do little cunts think they can own the world
that they can have one person all to themselves
that no one else cares about that person
so they can have them alone.

why do they also think that they are cool
trying to say they get run over by cars
and that everyone is going to feel sorry for them
because it isnt going to happen

i'm not the two faced bitch sorry
because you are and it isn't nice
the way to treat others
please just die for me
so i can personally stab your eyes out
and do shit that makes me feel better.

Why, I Ask.

2008-08-07T08:39:16Z

Why does she make me feel like this?
Like I'm not worth anything.
Like there is no point in living.
I thought family are supposed to support you.
Not make you feel even more like shit.
I always wonder if she ever loves me or not.
Maybe the burn of my friends, sliding down my throat, love me more.
I think it's time to catch up with them soon.

BLAH FUCKIN HELL

2008-07-22T09:27:36Z

FUCKING HELL ASSHOLES
I HAVE SHED TOO MANY TEARS OVER YOU
AND NOW
I HATE YOU
I HATE HATE HATE HATE YOU BOTH
PLEASE DIE IN A FUCKING FIRE OR SOMETHING
JUST DIE.

But It Is Better If You Do It Down Hill

2008-06-18T05:58:49Z

You opened up my eyes,
To see the shine of the lights around the city,
Dances down every street I pass,
Beats felt deep inside my bones,
I feel it rattle down my side.

Every lyric and every touch,
Makes me want to scream aloud,
I miss you my dear to the point ,
Where I need to hear you every time,
To make my nerves feel the same.

I steal your cookies from the cookie jar I see set on the bench,
Your sounds seem pretty odd to me,
We'll swim high in the sky of love,
Till death does us part,
And then we'll stay glued with the bond of hope.

Slept the night through

2008-05-22T21:38:56Z

The pain I caused you
Was my entire fault
Dont blame no one else

Feelings never broke into words
I kept them down my throat
They never got past my tongue

I'm sorry my dear
It wasnt ment to be.

Down and down I see it go.

2008-05-16T08:02:48Z

Death goes to the disco,
I see it shine there.
Once apon a starry night
I wished it would be then.

I never could love you more,
Than what has been said.
I try more and more.
You never will understand the truth.

Try I may and try I might
My shadow will be behind me always.
Never you,
My love.

Carry me through the night.

2008-05-14T21:20:14Z

You never gave me a chance to tell you how I feel.
Everyday I wonder more.
What would happen if we never fell apart.
I may hate you right now in my life
But I will never break my promise
I love you
And always will
But now I know the answer to my question.

Even in times of war.

2008-05-14T00:50:55Z

You lied to me.
You said you never loved her.
You said you never will.
Then after we break,
You go and fuck her.
You fuck her and fuck with my mind.
I hate you.
I hate you more than anything.

Love In The Way Of Living

2008-05-13T08:38:37Z

Matt could hear a girls voice, giggling in the distance.

"Kaitlyn, is that you babe?"

He got no answer.

He asked again and again but still no answer. Suddenly the giggling stopped and all that could be heard was the ticking of the grandfather clock found in the hallway.

Then there were footsteps, he could hear them traveling down the stairs.

BANG! CRASH! POOF! KAPOW!

Matt quickly turned towards the stairwell.

There was Kaitlyn, lying on the stairs all tangled up in a string of fairy lights.

"I was trying to suprise you baby" She said while she was helped up.

Matt smiled. "You did suprise me sweetie, you always suprise me with the way you love me, I never have had it before, and it feels so special"

Kaitlyn blushed while brushing herself off and smiled.

"Thats why I love you"

"Thats why I love you back" she heard in return.

Even with it there.

2008-05-12T04:30:29Z

It creeps through every window.
And slides through every crack.
It can cover the bright sky in black.
Oh how I wish it would disappear
But I know it wont.
So life just keeps going on.
One small step at a time.

Down the long road.

2008-05-11T05:27:11Z

Maybe it'll work.

Maybe it wont.

Either way.

I still hate them.

Till death does us part

2008-05-09T06:01:33Z

Crawling inside my mind,
You found it dear,
Keep it going quietly,
Life by day,
And death by night.

Behind your baby blues,
I can see the truth,
But all you sure is lies.

You keep cheating my love,
Cheating on me,
Why do you hurt me,
More and more with every lie.

I cant take it anymore,
Im sorry,
I cant.

Goodbye my dear.

Goodbye my love.

Time with Me.

2008-05-07T19:53:04Z

To the death we all seem to part,

My love you never should fear,

Take my hand and walk with me,

Falling through life,

Watching it slip away,

Down and down we go.